Book Reviews

#BookReview If I Die Before I Wake By Emily Koch

cover115738-medium.jpgThank You very much to the publisher – Random House UK/Vintage Publishing and Net Galley for the review copy.
Genre: General Fiction/ Mystery & Thriller
Release date: 11 01 2018
Price*: Kindle £4.99 (GBP)/  Paperback £7.99 (GBP)
Kindle $6.77 (USD)/ Paperback $N/A (USD)
Pages: ~ 320
My rating: 7/10
You can get this book here:
Amazon UK
Book Depository
What I learned from this book: How it feels when you can feel everything that happens to you, but you cant do anything to stop it.

Description of the book: HOW DO YOU SOLVE YOUR OWN MURDER?

Everyone believes Alex is in a coma, unlikely to ever wake up. As his family debate withdrawing life support, and his friends talk about how his girlfriend Bea needs to move on, he can only listen.

But Alex soon begins to suspect that the accident that put him here wasn’t really an accident. Even worse, the perpetrator is still out there and Alex is not the only one in danger.

As he goes over a series of clues from his past, Alex must use his remaining senses to solve the mystery of who tried to kill him and try to protect those he loves, before they decide to let him go.

How this book made me feel: It has a very interesting blurb, and I was expecting a really suspenseful thriller, but it didn’t really impress me.

The main character of this book is Alex, climbing enthusiast who gets paralyzed after climbing accident (or maybe an attempted murder…) He doesn’t remember how the incident happened, and he hears snippets of it and other information with every new visitor. What left me shook and baffled was the situation he was in. His brain was fully functioning but the body didn’t whatsoever. All his inconveniences, cramps, feelings were very painful to read about and really scary, to be honest. You can’t even scratch your itching nose, it is a mental torture! :S

The characters used in this book were not very interesting to me. I did like reading Alex’s story, but I was missing personality and character in other participants of this journey. The whole book was told from Alex’s perspective, and I would have liked to read other people’s perspectives as well. I don’t think other characters were fully utilized in this novel.

I liked that Koch used little snippets of new information in every chapter to kindle the interest to continue, but I didn’t feel tension while reading, and I think it needed some better twists. The dilemma of “To live or to die?”, raised in this book was really difficult and got me thinking, what I would like in such case.

The writing style of this novel was really creative, pleasant and easy to read. The chapters were pretty short and filled with some interesting details of not only Alex’s present but also with memories of his past and his dead mother. All this combination made this book quite an amusing book. After all the suffering and pain, the ending didn’t leave me satisfied as well…:( So to conclude, this novel was really an emotionally difficult journey for me, filled with pain, suffering and helplessness, where you have to choose between death and living. There were some interesting parts which I enjoyed, but it didn’t really work for me. I do hope you will give this book a chance and see for yourself, whether you like it or not. Enjoy 🙂

About the author: Emily Koch is an award-winning journalist and writer living in the UK. Her debut novel – If I Die Before I Wake – will be published in 2018 by Harvill Secker, an imprint of Penguin Random House.

Website – / Twitter – @emilykoch

*-the price was taken from and at the current date. The price might change at your time of purchase. The links used in this post for book purchases are affiliates.


4 thoughts on “#BookReview If I Die Before I Wake By Emily Koch

  1. I love how honest your review is, really! I’ve read this book as well and loved it. It all felt so unique and I pretty much flew through the thing. It’s always fun – in a way – to read reviews of people who experienced it differently. Although it’s a pity you didn’t enjoy it as much as I did, but still!


    1. Hi Kathy and thanks for your comment 😊 I am very happy you loved this book. This book scared me with Alex’s condition, it was amazing to read those bits… But the thriller part was weak, the culprit was unrelated and when you think, Alex could’ve not write this book… so I see lots of loose ends… I am very happy that people love this book and I do recommend it to all, because it has a lesson to teach… 😊

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Hm, that’s true but even though he couldn’t have written this book, I think it definitely gives us some insight in his condition and how others with the same one could be feeling. 🙂


Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.